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So yeah I haven't been around for basically an entire year, which has been unfortunate.
But I have a new place, a new job (that takes up a lot of my time but I'm doing Graphic Design stuff so it makes me very happy), and I've moved on from very horrible things in my life.
I didn't talk about it a whole bunch publicly, but I was in a very bad living situation where my roommate was verbally and mentally abusive, so to try and stay away from home I worked 2-3 jobs and ran myself into exhaustion. My relationship failed because of all the stress, I had to seek serious mental health treatment because I had become suicidal, taking action on a few occasions.
But now I am away from that. My boyfriend and I are together again and we have a nice little apartment on our own, we're still working on getting our lives put together but it's nice. Having a single full time job has been a nice change for me, especially with how kind my coworkers are and the fact my boss sends out memes.
Life is still a bit rough, I lost my cat of 17years last week, she had just become so sick and sore that I knew I had to put her to rest. I miss her, she was my child, but she is now no longer sick or in pain, plus she is reunited with her sister Sassy. RIP to my beautiful little girls. And with that I'm still trying to find the proper balance of meds for my depression, and it's a very frustrating road to travel especially having the first time I ever sought treatment it worked so well so fast.
But yeah aside from all that, after I had saw the news of Loki the Corgi passing away I thought I'd like to make an Instagram for my corgi Chubbs. He brings me lots of joy and hopefully he can for others too!
So if you'd like to see his adorable little face and silly stubby legs and tail you can follow him on Instagram Corgi.Boy.Chubbs
Since I just started it and haven't ever used Instagram before this, there isn't much there but I assure you there will be more to come!
Edit:
Oh joy after posting this I found out my car is leaking Antifreeze somewhere, so I'm out of a vehicle until who knows how long, I already don't have money to fix it. I'm just gonna cry forever kthnxbai
But I have a new place, a new job (that takes up a lot of my time but I'm doing Graphic Design stuff so it makes me very happy), and I've moved on from very horrible things in my life.
I didn't talk about it a whole bunch publicly, but I was in a very bad living situation where my roommate was verbally and mentally abusive, so to try and stay away from home I worked 2-3 jobs and ran myself into exhaustion. My relationship failed because of all the stress, I had to seek serious mental health treatment because I had become suicidal, taking action on a few occasions.
But now I am away from that. My boyfriend and I are together again and we have a nice little apartment on our own, we're still working on getting our lives put together but it's nice. Having a single full time job has been a nice change for me, especially with how kind my coworkers are and the fact my boss sends out memes.
Life is still a bit rough, I lost my cat of 17years last week, she had just become so sick and sore that I knew I had to put her to rest. I miss her, she was my child, but she is now no longer sick or in pain, plus she is reunited with her sister Sassy. RIP to my beautiful little girls. And with that I'm still trying to find the proper balance of meds for my depression, and it's a very frustrating road to travel especially having the first time I ever sought treatment it worked so well so fast.
But yeah aside from all that, after I had saw the news of Loki the Corgi passing away I thought I'd like to make an Instagram for my corgi Chubbs. He brings me lots of joy and hopefully he can for others too!
So if you'd like to see his adorable little face and silly stubby legs and tail you can follow him on Instagram Corgi.Boy.Chubbs
Since I just started it and haven't ever used Instagram before this, there isn't much there but I assure you there will be more to come!
Edit:
Oh joy after posting this I found out my car is leaking Antifreeze somewhere, so I'm out of a vehicle until who knows how long, I already don't have money to fix it. I'm just gonna cry forever kthnxbai
DeviantArtist Questionnaire
1. How long have you been on DeviantArt?
7 years in total, I'm not going to bring up my first account xD I want to hide from that terror (plus a lot of it is just horrible photographs, thank goodness I've gotten better at those too!). I made this new account 4 years ago (right before they released name changes ARG!!!)
2. What does your username mean?
Cynlife is a combination of the word Cynical and Afterlife 2 words/names that I use to use on various sites and then smooshed them together for a name for myself. Now I love getting called "Cyn" even in the real world ^^
3. Describe yourself in three words
Procrastinator, understandin
Oh yeah I moved.
Well life has been chaotic.
Very rapidly when we called to let the company know we where interested in an apartment they had a few available immediately. So the day after we talked to them we went and looked at the apartment we wanted and then started filling out our paperwork and shenanigans. And well, after a few hiccups, we where approved very quickly! On Friday we signed our lease, payed our deposit and first months rent then got our keys and I was off to Nebraska where I started packing up everything of mine that was left there.
Got all that packed, loaded onto a trailer then I came right back down to Kansas Saturday evening and unloa
Going to my first anime convention!
^^ So hopefully nothing changes between now and next weekend :P 'cause I'll be going to my first anime convention!
Naka-kon!
I really wish I had a cosplay outfit, fursuit, or anything to wear! ;n; but I do not.
But I do have purple hair so that's something at least.
Anyways I think that's it...
I have a little bit of art but probs won't post it till I have more for an art dump. I don't do a whole lot of artwork outside of my job since I'm working 8 hour days currently x.x
P.S: My hair smells like grape...
Not too proud of myself
I didn't do crap for artwork this year and I'm pretty dissapointed in myself.
Well I mean, I did a fair amount of work, just much of it isn't uploaded (and a fair amount I don't have pictures of physical art).
I just.... I feel like I didn't do anything!
I did, I know I did, but the feeling that I haven't done is so immense. I think most of it comes from my job, I've done a good some of art work for my job but since it isn't shown up here I feel as if I haven't.
I love my job by the way, it's lots of fun, I'm learning new skills, and I get to make artwork and get support for life problems, it's so so so amazing.
Some of the artwork I'v
© 2016 - 2024 Cynlife
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yaaay~! Chuuuubs~!! He'll make the best instagram star!!